Doubts

This isn`t fair. Why does it always happen to me? I feel soo unloved... My heart is bare...
where is God? who is the one who promised me his love... his profound love... is he seeing ME?
and why  had I to go through so many bad experiences.. I was sooo happy... but then *pufff* my bubble bursted... Jesus I always tries to follow you.. my life is yours...
I`ll never understand  why!!!
Do you know this situation... you thought that  you are on the right way... on the way with Jesus... Are we crazy???
I know this is sometimes so hard to understand...
And NO this isn`t my fault... There is someone who try to say: it´s your fault... you are ugly.. so unwomanly...
But God would never leave you.. He is your lovely father.. Even we have so many doubts... and so often..
But there is someone (devil) who is jealous of us.. of our live and of our skills.. our skills to love, to be a loved child by a lovely father..
he isn`t beautiful!!! we are ! we are creations made by god! beautiful creations... ♥
And so i just can say: God loves you , he wouldn`t never let you go! he always cares about you... And you are beautiful cause he lives in your heart (if you love jesus,i hope so because there is nothing better than to love jesus)
And he will always heal our heart,if we just let him!
 There is no valley, there is no darkness, there is no sorrow
greater than the grace of Jesus! there is no moment, there is no distance, there is no heartbreak
HE can`t take you trough. Thats the trues (Thank you svenja for showing me this song ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5BWTDJq1qs